Still very busy, ^^
it is like, u r fighting something for yrself,
though, u can just stop and enjoy yr life( cause, u still will have a good life with all the conditions that you have)
but, something in my heart tells me that i should continue to explore something unknown for me
which means, i still have to keep on working.
For me, it is like as long as i work hard, i can get everything i want in my life.
it seems that in my life, my attention was distracted by so many things. Woring for my own is a rare occasion for me. it happens only few times in my life, I guess no more than 3.
Before going to University, my attention was always distracted by "boys" stuff. actually, it is not i fall on someone, opposite
I know, my mom will never believe that guys would fall on me. cause she always thinks that her daughter is not only "not beautiful"(this work maybe better than "ugly"ahaha) but also has a very bad temper.
maybe just because i have a very good personality? ahaha who knows
anyway, since i have a bf, i don't care those stuff anymore, whatever,
i am not God, i can't care everyone's feeling
so ~~
and i am okay for a losing a friend. if yr friend stops being friends with you just because you refuse his love, he is not yr friend.
after a big cry, and being sad for about few days, everything will be fine
plus, u will still keep making friends
still think that, after 20, or i can say "since the start of 20s, i have to pay attention to every step in my life, "
From now on, even one year's hard working can make your life change completely different.
Time is so precious for us right now.
so i really appreciate those who spare their time to meet me, talk with me.
Giving yrself one more year, and hope everything will come true.^ ^