Really don’t what on earth happened to me. I am on longer as confident as I used to be. It is like that I care very much about others’ opinions. As a matter of fact, everyone is born different, which means that every individual handle things differently. The problem for me right now is that I think I should work as hard as everyone did, then I can achieve the same results as they did. Actually, in my bottom heart, I deeply think that I am smarter than the majority students. But right now, all the confidence is just vapored before I have time to catch them.
Sometimes, we will be happier if we only know half part of the truth because the whole truth may destroy your confidence, your good feelings toward someone.
Anyway, there is always someone who is more beautiful, richer, and smarter than you. If you like to compare with people, it will be an endless competition, which will make you tired, exhausted, even lose the courage of living. Mom once told me that if you only compared with those who were worse than you, you would never get improved and your living situation will never be changed. It seems that a certain level of greediness for achieving something in your life will make you more successful.
There is still a large part of world waiting for me to explore. There are still lots of people in somewhere of this world waiting for me to know.
Maybe, this unconfidence is due to my greediness, which may encourage me to work even harder.
No matter how superior the family condition you have got, you can’t deny the fact that you still have to work very hard. There is no easy for success only being hard-working. It is not about if you have achieved your goal, but it is about if you are qualified to achieve it.