Actually, today is the third day that I am at home. But I feel like that I have been at home for a long time. As I have said before, everything in TianJin would be something happened long time ago; actually it was only one week ago. Today mom asks to throw away lots of clothes, with the reason that girl at my age should wear some suitable clothes. I don’t’ understand what does “suitable” mean here. Maybe it is a transition period for me right now. A transition from a girl to a lady ;( maybe a woman, ahah); A transition from school to the society; A transition from *** to ***.
I need time and energy to adapt to this new environment. It is very terrible that when you are at 20s you can see what is your life like at your 40s. LCX said that. That is the reason why right now he is in USA.
P.S. Don’t know how long I will stay in this city. I have just found that I wasn’t that much in love with this city as I had expected.
Everything will be fine soon, I hope.

this height. cool. ahaha