Though i am so fat, i still want to eat so much!
the day of going back home comes soon
i will meet my mom soon
oh my God~~

a good movie!!!
last night, i cried for the story.
personally, i think it is a very good movie.
Trudy hasn't been touched by a movie for a long time!!
I am ill again today!!!
mmmm, i will go back to my bed!
LOVE U!!!
today i saw my cousin's pics for her wedding.
i got a feeling that i wanted to get married soon.
Someone may think that i am crazy. i am only 21 right now.
but~~
I want to marry him. Maybe i only stay with the same guy in my entire life. which someone may think it is unbelieveable.(actually, i don't know what will happen in the futhure)
But right now. i really really want to marry him.
i know, i always like a child, for everything.
i spent like at least half a year to turn a shy guy into what he was right now.
i think i won't be so patient with someone anymore.
I told him that he was born happy,
i told him that i didn't care his past,
i was trying something that other think was crazy
my good friend said " u should not be with that guy, " i was crying and told her that i loved that guy very very much and i didn't know why, i wanted to be with him.
don't know what will happen to me in the futhure, right now, at this moment, i want to marry this guy! My first Love, and hope that will be my last one.
here are some pics of my cousin.~





guys, wait for one or two year, i will put my wedding pics on. ahahah^^

i will go to sleep now. tomorrow i have german class.
LOVE U!!!!!
today i got a bf for my lonely but cute doll
she won't be lonely anymore
Today i played badminton with my friends in the morning.
It was until we finished the sports that i knew that today was songlei's birthday
so we decided to have lunch together
and i and my bf brought a birthday cake for her
later, i went shopping with bf
mmmm
summer is coming, clothes are more and more beautiful and good clothes are expensive too. plus Trudy is fat
i will wait when i go back home,wait mom to buy clothes for me
Don't know when i can be independent that i can buy expensive and beautiful clothes to myself and for my mom.




Finally, come my dolls
One is from Japan, one is from China. Finally they are together. ahaha ^^
There are so many dolls in this world. but they two meet and stay with each other. that is cool. both of them should cherish what they have already got.
and they have a very cute and kind-hearted master------Her Name is TRUDY!!!!


^^ *_*


mmm, it is her own life though i don't understand why she choosed to be with an old man who is more than 35 years old, divoiced and with a son.
Maybe this time, she really falls in love with this man.
$ is if one of the opitions for her, maybe.
but ~~
or maybe as someone said, guys are that age, they got things that attract girls
i really don't know!
don't know why at this age, i am thinking a lot, about everything.
i know it is growing-up~ but~ i don't know why , i am a kind of sad
right now, i am praying for one thing--i won't tell u. ^^
It is nearly 11 months since i know Ioan, and more than half a year for knowing brother, more than one month for knowing Arvi.
mmm All of them are French! ^^
one year ago, i never thought that i would know about people from this country.
cause, guys in that country are the most "dangerous guys" in this world
ahaha
don't know why i would think in this way.^^
The first time i met Ioan, i didn't tell him anything about me. But i know everything about him. his height, the color of his hair, and what clothes he wears. i didn't tell him anything about me because i was scared of meeting a stranger! of course i brought ZhangXin with me. and i told Zhangxin that if we met an ugly and terrible guy, we run away at once. so funny. Ioan always says that i am a mean girl. ahahaha~~
For brother part was even more funny. Before i met him, kept telling me that chinese girls like old and rich foreigners. When i told YiLi about this matter, she said" QiongYao, we have to teach this guy that not all chinese girls like this." when YiLi looked at brother's pic , she said"Wow, he is too tall and must be strong. we have to be very careful." there are lots of stories about brother too. lots of them i can't explain in English. but in the eyes' of chinese cluture, it is very very funny.
Maybe in the futhure, when brother's chinese or my french( i can't french at all) is better, he will know. just wait and see. ahaha~~
oki, can't control laughing. i will continue next time.
^^
P.S. Arvi's "^^" make me not behave like before. plus, brother said he was a nice boy. so i met him alone.
go back to work.
LOVE U!!