How many times, i want to be serious with something

Finally, i found out that, all i want to is" Being Happy"

I am on the way of going to somewhere.

So, i will continue to be like this because that is me.^ ^

I am looking forward to the reunion.

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By Trudy Huang

So tired~

Yesterday was really a hard day for me!

I could stay at a hotel in Beijing for the night

I could go back by taxi

I could have a very good dinner

I could don't have to be so tired.

Then

I was back in a hurry

Spent so much time on the bus, with so many people and so smelly.

A terrible woman with big and ugly voice was very very rude to me

I was tired and hungry

I wanted to cry,and kept on asking myself,"why i have to suffer this, why that woman is so rude" i felt so innocent

Maybe God wants to teach me something about life~

Thanks anyway~ ^^ I got it~

( hoW is this pic? MAYBE. ahaha~~)

Here is my decision:

I won't use my computer on line more than 1.5 hours everyday(for one week)

Read one english book in one week

If i can't do that. I will~~~~~~( when i can't do that, i will tell u~~ ^^)

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Bad

By Trudy Huang

Feel very bad today without knowing the reason.

and don't want to talk to anyone~

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Happy birthday in advance

By Trudy Huang

Tomorrow 5 4th is brother's birthday~

Today i met him,

the weather was very bad,and brother's clothes were wet when i saw him. sorry~~

he liked tha gift. and he said nobody has done that for him before.^^

those words meat a lot to me. and i am happy for them.

brother said that he would leave soon

i think one year is enough for him, to go through the life in China.

and he is young and he is supposed to learn more things, to learn more about the world. ahaha i was talking like an old woman.

Someone is just different la

For me, i like being settled, doing things step by step.Someone at my age have already done something big in their lives while i still behave like a child. However, that is my life that i have chosen. Anyway, i am going for my own life. i have the right to make it more colorful and happy. It is just a matter of time. I think i will feel it when time is ready! ^^

Happy Birthday, brother. Maybe it is yr only birthday in China.

Your lovely sister: Qiong Yao ^^

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May 4, 2008

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Hallo~

By Trudy Huang

hmmm

i don't take much pics those days because i am not in the mood to take any pics.

Every time, it is like this, every time when i come back from wenzhou, i behave like this----don't want to eat much, bad sleeping quality( always bad during those four years in TianJin), lots of complainments and so on.

Don't know why after like 4 years, i still behave like this.

all i want are just nice bed, nice shower, nice and clean washroom, nice food(don't have to be very good just not to be oily and big. i prefer more varieties but small dishes. because if i order many big dishes, i won't finished them all, which will make me feel guilty.-----being guilty of wasting food.

relatviely better weather, cause i don't want to be a dusty girl every time when i go back to school. plus, i like to be in the place of sunshine.(not summer's)

i like to be outside when the day is very beautiful walking in the park, or on a boat in the lake, or reading in the hugs of the trees and flowers, or doing sports with many friends in this beautiful season, going movie with a group of people, and so on

all of those are far away from me right now. i think that is the reason why i am not happy here always. of course, i am happy sometimes, but it is like this, for this moment i am very happy but later, i feel very sad and lonely after a while. it can be happened just in one day. maybe i am not really happy cause when u r really happy, u will be smiling even onbody is around you.

okay, complainment time is over. ahaha ~~ after writting them out, i feel much better^^

i will go back to read my book.Brother said it was a book for a kid, like 14 years old. ahaha, i don't know. later i will read something deep.

P.S. In China, those who are reading a lot are usually those who are very boring, lonely(those who don't have many friends),depressed. ahaha ^^plus they are neither ugly nor ~~~

ahaha

What a mean, nasty, and picky girl!!!!!! let's give a better word"naughty"

I don't know what will happen after i graduate, it is very unpredictable. My next stop in my life is "wenzhou"

the goal is" for happinesses"