i won't write english blog for about half a month
Got to handle something
i want to read some english books and learn some german
just have found that my english is too plain
see u guys later
hope two weeks later, i will bring up some wonderful news for you .ahaha~
p.s. Today i watched a movie, the guy is really really handsome. ahaha maybe a little sexy. ahahah~~
superfical? ahaha
whatever!!!
Actually, today is the third day that I am at home. But I feel like that I have been at home for a long time. As I have said before, everything in TianJin would be something happened long time ago; actually it was only one week ago. Today mom asks to throw away lots of clothes, with the reason that girl at my age should wear some suitable clothes. I don’t’ understand what does “suitable” mean here. Maybe it is a transition period for me right now. A transition from a girl to a lady ;( maybe a woman, ahah); A transition from school to the society; A transition from *** to ***.
I need time and energy to adapt to this new environment. It is very terrible that when you are at 20s you can see what is your life like at your 40s. LCX said that. That is the reason why right now he is in USA.
P.S. Don’t know how long I will stay in this city. I have just found that I wasn’t that much in love with this city as I had expected.
Everything will be fine soon, I hope.
this height. cool. ahaha
can't find a job. actually , i have not started to find a job yet
p.s. i had an interview today. ^^
what i can say~~
i just hope that, money will fall off from the sky. ahahah~~
right now, i have a dream that i want my parents to take care of me before i getting married, and after getting married, i want my husband to take care of me.
a big dream for me~~
^^
i guess no one would like to marry me~
super busy today, most of the time, i was putting away my stuffs and my room
Dont know how long i will spend at home.
one year? one and half year? two years?
I don't know
by the way, i was sick agian, i caught a cold. in the summer~~
my friend told me that i had better not use the air-condition, otherwise it would become serious
i am wondering how could people be alive without air-condition in such hot weather.
p.s. Mom brought me those bags. a kind of ugly. ahaha~ better than don't have
Very tired now. Good night~ guys. ich liebe euch!
Will be leaving TJ soon.
My mind is pretty blank.
Last last (from last summer to this summer) is a very busy year for me)
there are two ways in front of me, i think my futhure will be determined by the choice that i have made.
I really don't know how and what i shuold do?
i think that is life, in front of which i am very helpless
every decision that i have made is very risky
a kind of scared
however, maybe just because its risk makes our life more colourful and amazing
after 4 years here, my mind becomes richer and richer, so does my weight ^^
during those 4 years, there are still men going for me even i am not beautiful, fat, and i have already had a boyfriend.Behind every rejection is the end of the friendship and my confusion about life.
during those 4 years, i have had tons of tears, at the beginning, i hoped that i was a kind of person with cold blood, having no feeling for everything. i thought this would prevent me from being hurt. later i have learnt that it is my hot feeling toward life that make my life more interesting and meaningful.
